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Hey guys (That's even if people will read this crap, I don't deserve people reading my problems) I'm Carrie, I'm 17 and I'm from England. It's raining again, in my heart I mean. Everything is so bleake, I dropped out of school last year, I work in Waitrose for God's sake and my parents hate me. The only thing worth fighting through this fog I call life is my boyfriend, Dave. He gives me a glimmer of light in this everlasting blackness that consumes me, hugging me untill the pain goes away...if it ever does.
Anyway, I met my friend Rebecca today, we were MENT to go shopping because all of the clothes my parents get me are all bright and colourful, God I hate stupid preppy idiots who dress up all "Pretty" to impress people, don't they know that they're going to die eventually, what's the point in trying to look good? Anyway the bitch said she had to ditch me to go see her brother who she hasn't seen for 2 months because he's in the army - how fucking selfish is that? I had to walk all the way home after seeing her, to an empty home - my parents don't even care about me, they're always out having "hobbies". Spoke to David on the phone for a while, he played me a song he wrote over the phone - it made me melt, he's so talented - I'll have to show you a picture of him sometime, he's the pill that makes everything better. But like all pills, he wore off when he had to go - so here I am, alone, again....
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